Three Weird Predictive Dreams...

1. I was on the bus on the way to school once and I had a dream that everything was glowing around me and I could see a pink shirt in front of me, eventually I realized that it was one of my good friends, a guy, wearing this pink shirt.  As I looked at it, I saw this grey spider descending and it landed on his shoulder, so I held out my hand and tried to swat it away but my hand kept going through the spider and it kept fading when I went near it...
   And then I woke up...
   Now APPARENTLY it means that this friend of mine was having troubles with his mum, and that we would all try to help him but it would be of no use and that he would have to do something about it himself.  (Me and one of my friends went to him later and asked him if he was having troubles with his mum and he said that he was).
2. There was another dream similar to this, I was on the bus again...  Everything was glowing around me and I looked over and saw what looked to be a tarot card tied to the window.  When I looked closer it had the number seven printed on it.
   And then I woke up...
3. On the way to Newfoundland (by van) I had another one similar to the first two.  Everything was glowing around me and I turned and saw my ex/bestie Tomtom.  We started talking for a really long time and I looked down and saw that a bracelet I had been wearing that was baby blue, baby pink and white had broken and was laying on the seat between us.
   And then I woke up...
   And realized I didn't own a bracelet like that :S lol

A re-occurring nightmare from my childhood...

When I was really little I had this dream over and over again.  It scared the crap out of me.

Sooo I am standing in this funeral parlour room in front of a coffin.  I'm about four-years-old.  The people in the funeral parlour were standing around the coffin in a semi-circle facing me, they told me that if he wasn't in the coffin, he was undead or a vampire or something.  So, they opened the coffin and we could all see that he wasn't in it, so then they all turned and looked at me at the same time, and they all had the same eyes.

And then I woke up.

Now what was really terrifying about it is that when I would have the dream, I would know it was coming and so when it got to the point where they were about the open the coffin, I would try and open my eyes, like at that point I knew that I was dreaming the same dream, but every time I tried to open my eyes, I was really just shutting them tighter and tighter.  And for some reason I couldn't just make it a lucid dream and turn it around on them, I had to just sit through the dream until it was done before I was 'allowed' to wake up.

My subconscious is evil.

Hypnagalore!!!

Ok so like I said in the introduction, I have been known to have some messed up hypnagogic hallucinations...  I will list the ones I've already had here...  Brace yourselves, you may think I'm crazy but these are more common than you think!!!

From when I was really little until I was about 13 or so, I would wake up because I was being pushed over in my bed, but I would continue to be half asleep, only awake enough to realize that someone had sat down beside me.  Because I was still half asleep I would start to talk to this person, we would carry on conversation for a few minutes until I slowly started to wake up fully, when I would realize that I was talking to what I thought was a ghost, I would feel them get off of my bed, and walk out of the room.  When i was fully awake I would be terrified, and it would take me a little while to get up enough courage to fall back to sleep.  Now this particular hallucination was a woman with a white nightgown on, she had reddish brown hair that was sort of poofy.  She never showed me her face.

One year, we went to Stratford with my highschool for the Shakespeare Festival.  We stayed at this really nice, old hotel.  Well in the middle of the night I woke up and saw the figures of an old couple standing at the end of my bed, watching me sleep.  From what I can remember the man was wearing overalls and he had glasses.  I can't really remember what the woman looked like.  Again, it took me a while to fall back to sleep.

Once at my house I woke up and saw, standing at my closet door, a really tall man wearing dark blue from head to toe, he was laughing and hiding his mouth.  I think he may have been psychologically ill...  Again, hard to fall asleep.

One night we had company over and so I stayed in the basement on our futon, I woke up in the middle of the night to see a boy, wearing navy blue clothes with a white ruffly shirt underneath, he was sitting on the floor, rocking back and forth.

The night that a family member of mine passed away, I slept with my Mom, we were going to leave in the morning, I woke up in the middle of the night to see them standing beside the bed, watching over my Mom and I.  This time it didn't take me a long time to fall back to sleep, I wanted them to stay longer.

Sometimes I have also been known to hear people talking, I once heard a hoarse woman's voice saying "Its empty".  On other occassions I've heard "Do you think he still loves her?" and "I feel so tired when I think of waking Grace up."  Which really, do not make sense whatsoever...

Call me crazy.

Maybe Two Years Ago...

K so a couple years ago I had this really messed up dream that I woke up on a futon in a living room I'd never seen before.  I got really confused so I got up and started to look around.  I didn't recognize anything so I freaked out a little bit but continued to look around.

Just as I was about to walk into the kitchen, a ghost girl with a dead looking face and tattered clothes ran out of the kitchen and stabbed me.  So I was dying, but instead of actually dying I blacked out...

And then I woke up on the futon again...  So I got really freaked out and cautiously tried to walk towards the exit (which was close to the kitchen) but as soon as I walked around the corner she was there again and stabbed me again!

And then I woke up on the futon for a third time.  So this went on for another few life cycles lol, when finally, I woke up on the futon and RAN into the kitchen and grabbed a knife, suddenly she came around the corner and I stabbed her in the chest.

And then I woke up for realz...

X-Men!!!

K so last night I had a dream that I was going to school but for being a superhero!!!  The beginning of this dream is a little fuzzy but SO IS THIS COUCH!

Sooo we had to do this testing where we have all of our gear on (or awesome spandex costume) and do laps and all this crazy stuff to make sure we don't like, overheat and such.  WELL I saw Wolverine (hah) and he had passed out but I think he just had a black-out or something, it wasn't from overheating so I walked over to him and was like, "Logan, Logan" and was shaking his leg to wake him up, and he kept pretending that he was still asleep so I just left him alone haha.  And then I turned around and there was this guy standing there and then the dream goes out for a bit.

SO THEN we're back in the classroom and some people from my elementary school were there and we were being taught stuff, but my notes were all in a shamble, the teacher came over and told me that my mark was 50.06% and I got really upset and said it didn't matter because I was going to be quitting anyway.  (Ooooh, subconcious personal attack!) 

So then people were like, "Oh my God you haven't done your training yet?  You need to do that before you go out into the field, like what if your costume is too hot?  Or not flexible enough? You could get killed your first night out as a superhero!"  And I kept shooing them away being like, "yea yea, I'll get to it, I'll get to it."

And then I woke up...

Last Fall... Brace Yourself... Its Spooky...

Sooo, last fall I had this dream, I was reluctant telling people about it because it's NUTS, but here you go, everyone in the entire world, here is my dream-baby...

K so it starts off with me and Leah, we are driving in Immelda (its what we named her awesome car...) and we're driving down this beautiful dirt road with red-leaved trees and stuff, and we pull up to this round white building (cylindrical, PHALLIC SYMBOOOOLLLLSSSS) and park, walk out and I realize that I have to try and find my friends from last year in residence in this huge building.  And at first I don't really have the best feeling about the building but I go in anyway.

As soon as we walk in I realize that what the building is, is a bunch of kitchens.  Its layed out kind of confusingly, you walk in the front door, and theres a kitchen, thats it on the floor, you walk down the stairs to another kitchen, down, another kitchen and so on and so on, and it goes down for like ten floors.

SO I go to the first kitchen and I can't find them, and I keep running down the stairs, looking for my friends and finally I find them and they are cooking this huge meal together like on Iron Chef (lol) and I tell them that we have to go, and then suddenly from downstairs this creepy pale white demon looking creature starts climbing up the stairs, so I flip out and start running and telling everyone to run.

When we get upstairs me and Leah realize that the demon can't escape the front doors, like for some reason he is bound by something and is trapped, so we start dancing barefoot in the grass and laughing and stuff, but then I look behind me and the demon has like, another exit haha, and he CAN escape that one, so we get back in the car but theres someone dead in her car, and it gets really dark and rainy and stuff, so she starts the car and we BOOK IT out o' dodge and never look back.

And theeeeen, I woke up.

Plays, Pet Stores, PCVS, Pandas...

K so I had a dream last night that I was trying out for another play and the director of the last play I was in (Leah) was directing this one, but she had everyone meet in the auditorium of PCVS to sit through a seminar before she would let them audition.  

So I started falling asleep and it was as if there was NO way I could keep my eyes open anymore, when I opened my eyes my vision was really fuzzy, so I got up and told Julia that I had to go get coffee or I would be out for the whole presentation.  

So I left, trying to be really quiet, a few people from Sweeney Todd were there too.  And I walked down the hallway, and just off of where the bathrooms were was a pet store.  So I walked inside and to the very back where they had all these reptiles because I guess I had ordered a bearded dragon* and I wrote on the aquarium with dry erase marker (there was a tub of them pinned to the shelf) this big long message about how it was mine and like, all of the details;  I had to keep erasing it and writing different things (like should I write SOLD or SPOKEN FOR or something because I haven't paid yet...) And this woman came over to me and was all up my business asking me how she could claim something too, and I kept trying to shoo her away but then she made me turn around and out this window was a big zoo cage and she told me that that is where the panda lives.  

I got really weirded out because I did NOT know that there was a PANDA bear in the PCVS Pet Store (nor did I know there was a pet store in PCVS but...) so I was looking around and I couldn't see it but she showed me this control panel thing, where if you pulled on a string you could pet the panda.  So I pulled on the string but it gave me these little shocks and so I went to walk away but I stepped on something and when I looked down it looked like a snake so I screamed and jumped back but it was just a piece of rope, by this time my vision started to go blurry, and it felt like my eyes were half closed again.  I decided to leave the store.  

I walked up to the front just to realize that I didnt even have a lot of money, so I should ask the woman how much the bearded dragons cost.  She was mopping, and told me that she didn't know and that I should come back later.  

I walked out the door and there was a man standing there, and I didn't think to open the door for him and I felt REALLY bad and emabarrassed, and then when I turned around he was just standing there facing the door, not opening it, not moving at all...

...Oh my GOSH I remembered more.  So then i walked back to the auditorium but the meeting was over, and I went to the table with all the bags and tried to find mine but I saw that all of my scripts and posters were scattered all over the place so I kept trying to gather everything up and sort them but my vision was going fuzzy again...

And then I woke up...

*  Why I had to order it I have no idea..  OH Animalia is closing thats why, I had to CLAIM it.